Plus Size Preggo

I put the baby in bed at 10:30, as usual. It’s 1:49am and I’ve gotten 45 minutes of sleep because he’s woke up 5 times. I don’t know what to do. This is a kid that usually sleeps 7-9 hours a night straight, and slept 10.5 just last night. Worst part is my husband woke up the first time with me and insisted I wake him up if the baby kept waking up, so he could at least keep me company. I told him I wouldn’t do that cuz I felt bad that we’d both lose sleep…but then I tried waking him up cuz I was just so frustrated that I was in tears, and he just kept sleeping.

Baby seems to be in pain and will only sleep if I’m holding him while sitting up on the couch. So it’s going to be a long, lonely, fucked up night for me.

/vent.